All of these things are just worldly stuff, it can be replaced. Use this time to spend us much time with the people that need you. Life is short, but you will always have the memories...don't waste precious time feeling negative. Do what you can now to build up memories and support others. Everything in life happens for a reason, and even if we don't understand it now, one day we will. Life is hard, but grab those lemons and make some lemonade!