Don't worry bro there ups and downs in everybody's life. Just remember that always after the rain the sun its showing and sometimes even the rainbow so good times will come ahead.
That's the way life is... it's good that you wrote an update as well about your last period and i hope one day you will have the time to literally write a book about you.. who knows maybe it's going to be a best seller!
Take care and always Steem On!