Ah, I hate it when I drift back into old habits, especially ones of the doormat Kat kind. Good for you for getting some help to figure it out. It took me far too long to break out of the stupidity, but like I said, I don't feel like it was wasted time. Due to the fact that I actually learned something, well, hopefully:)

It really does feel good to finally stand up to those that hurt you or deserve it. Sometimes they don't even know what they are doing. Sometimes they do. It's just nice to finally feel like I don't need to hurt for any reasons other than for those that I chose. Hang in there:)