Oh wow I love these self reflections from you man. They are very deep.

I don't know man, the limits of time or is it the limit of our resolve to not being able to do what we have dreamt when we were younger. Some people are truly happy, and I envy them the most. Not the wealth or their achievement. I'm still on my journey and I hope I will get to the happiness I want someday. It's not easy.

And Happy birthday man :)