Reading your post as you shared about reluntant to share joy and appeared to be happy. This reminds me of a story about a man who had a terminal disease and he was supposed to have left a couple of days. He decided to die happily by renting funny videos and locked himself in the hotel room and enjoy and laugh over the videos. Amazingly, he recovered. Perhap the main sickness in most of us is the lack of the enjoyment of what happiness is. We are easily worried about life issues. Even not as many of us are in steemit is concerned about the fallen in price for almost all cryptocurrency. We are also struggling to see when a minnow like to ever will get an upvote from a whale as we keep posting non-stop. Fear and worries are the source of all sickness. I guess your post help us to reflect and be more aware of our emotions. Thanks for posting and I will continue to follow you!