There is this battle that seems to constantly be going on inside of me; sometimes in my head, other times in my heart. Location notwithstanding, the intensity of the battle always stays the same - very intense.
Who am I really and what am I supposed to be doing? Finding yourself and finding purpose are possibly the most important actions you’ll ever carry out. Without a solid knowledge of who you are and what your purpose is, nothing you do will ever seem right to you.
Clarity of purpose helps you stay on course and remain laser focused on the goal. When you understand your purpose and its importance, distractions will be easily identified and dealt with.
Sometimes, it feels like I’m in this unending state of self discovery and at other times, it feels like I’m just a confused human jumping from one thing to another. It’s one thing to know what you want out of life - and this is quite easy to do, but figuring out how you fit in is a different ball game.
My life is a constant evolution and this is a fact I need to come to terms with. So maybe instead of worrying too much about being who I need to be, I could just surrender and take the time to grow into who I will be. This isn’t a glamorous and fancy decision but it’s a necessary one.
Maybe it’s okay to feel overwhelmed at times. Maybe it’s okay to stay away from the idea of perfection. Maybe it’s okay to not be overly critical of myself. Maybe instead of being obsessed about perfection, the focus is placed on being authentic.