Same here, I'm no saint especially at home.
With my extreme mood swings I don't know how I manage to raise my toddler.
There area many things that easily iritates me.
I get easily offended.
I expect too much hence, tend to be hard on myself.

So, I don't know how people around me still can say I am loving, caring, trustworthy and reliable friend/family member.

I believe no one is just perfect at all.
When we let love, respect and understanding get in the way, we do amazing things for people and the circustances around us.

We don't need to be saint to be not an evil. :)
I still think you are a beautiful person with a beautiful soul.
And a brave one for showing and sharing your head which I'm sure full of brave stories.