This is scary s*it @omra-sky ! Mostly because it's real. I want to think however that you were suggestioned by your research .. like Brisbelia I have some questions: are you Christian Catholic? Are you still chasing them? I love that Nietzsche quote, didn't know the first parte though..
Believe me, it was real. Ha. Raised Catholic. Not really chasing them, but can't always avoid them.
..shivers..