Midnight Freewrite
I’ve now been home from Steemfest for exactly 48 hours, but it feels like just a few hours. Past two days went by super fast, I haven’t left home, just been in and out of sleep at odd times, mostly relaxing and going through Steemit. It’s been fun to keep refreshing the steemfest-tag to see what people post about their experience in Steemfest, and coming home from it.
Last week was super intense, and now that I’m back home, I feel like I’m in a dream. Or maybe Steemfest was that dream, I’m not sure. Though I’m fairly sure I remember dreaming of candies and sex last night, not on the same dream. I need to do something about both, my subconcious is clearly telling me I have some needs.
I think this home time where I’m not doing anything, is the dream part, and when I’m out socialising a lot, is the awake part, the living part. I guess I need to do more of it.
My mind works really weirdly. Last week I was super social and loving every minute of it once I just started it, but now that I’m home, I’m dreading leaving it. I need some time to relax and heal my body, but soon I should get back into spending time with people. I can easily spend days and days alone, and I think of reasons NOT to go out. I am not sure why I do it, because usually when I do go out, I have fun.
Partly the reason must be that the selection of people in my small city is nothing like on Steemfest or Steemit. People are way more fun and smart in Steemit, just in general, though there are of course some idiots too, that can’t be avoided. When I leave my home to go to a grocery store, walk around or go out in the evening, the chances of me meeting smart and funny, likeminded people are slim to none.
I guess I still gotta do it sometimes. I have nothing in my fridge so I guess I need to go grocery shopping tomorrow. Unless I order takeout again...
The real reason for this freewrite was that I accidentally resteemed a post and didn’t want it to hang on the top of my page. Could some smart developer people change so that resteems could be removed?
Now I’m trying to go to sleep soon, and get myself into a healthier schedule, but we’ll see, I’m not tired yet.
So the way I look at it, is that every person can teach you something or has something interesting to say. Some people just have more to share, or have an easier time doing it! Be social, be wild, have intense conversations with people you thought you'd never have one with-, often you'll be right and it will be 'meh' but it's the times you're surprised that make it worth it!
Maybe they can, but the actual starting to talk to them, how does one do it!? In a conference it's normal to go up to random people "hi, I don't believe we met yet, I'm Eve", you can't do that in normal life! 😅
Yeah, I get what you're saying! I used to go up and ask people that looked interesting for a lighter, but well, haha!
Lucky I brought some skinny cigarettes to Finland with me! Four packs to get into some interesting conversations, I'll report back if I have any luck 😅
Haha, that's the spirit, kind of, I don't want to make you a smoker!
But do report back to me if you do, haha!
Tell me about it...as someone who also spends a lot of time inside, I so get this. The past week has just been unfair :)) You expect to meet cool people like that regularly now and it's very disappointing not to.
Now, you were saying about candies?
Suck a disappointed, it really is! Why can’t every outing be like a gathering with a punch of Steemians 😤
I’m gonna lure myself out of the house tomorrow by promising myself a huge bag of candies!
one huge candle would do?
Ok I'm leaving your blog!
Shame on you, you dirty old man! No such profanities on my blog!
say what now? :P
Yes I read candles and not candies!!!
TOUCHÉ! 😂
I've been asking the same thing...I haven't gone out of the house yet since SF and I have a feeling I'll just scowl at everyone when I do :))
They won't have name badges, for a start!
Good plan, I'm sure your brain will be pleased :D
You can’t sit with us unless you are into crypto and Steemit!
Hahaha see but that's the problem, we always end up sitting alone.
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Sex and candles would work in the same dream i think?
I think you can hide resteems for yourself, but yes I think it's now tied to you forever.
I saw that post earlier today on steeve.app and made a comment, strange!
Candy, not candle! I wouldn’t mix food and sex.
Ah, maybe the app is working because that is where I saw the post, and resteemed it accidentally. I’ll have to use it more to see if it really starts to recommend content I would like.