The industry is super tough. The constant struggle to fit an ideal that most of us come no where near and the advancement in technology that helps to point out all of our "flaws" can really be a stressful thing. I'm glad to hear that you seem to be looking for healthy ways to maintain a safe and healthy weight for you while remembering that weight does not determine who we are or how good we are. Rock on Cecilia. Take care of yourself and don't let the weight struggle keep you down. There are tons of us struggling with weight issues. You are not alone and you are amazing!
Thank you so much! I think that, though personally I was never at an unhealthy weight, my fixation on how much I lost or gained and how I got there was not good for me. At any weight, I'll see my flaws, just like how even the most beautiful or successful people have insecurities. I guess it's part of our society and part of what makes us human. Thank you for being kind and uplifting :)