I can totally relate to your story.
After my mum passed July of 2016, i hit the weed REALLY HARD.
I guess i was using it as a bandaid.
My life was basically get paid, pay rent, buy cat food / litter,
and then smoke the rest.
Then april this year i thought to myself,
fk this, im done.
Gave up, right there, on the spot.
20+ years of being a pothead, ended.

kudos to you and your struggle.
cant wait to hear more. *follows