So you are also at that point of your life, where you have to decide which path is the best one. I was once inspired by a speaker who made a video about how the youth should take risks now, until they reach maturity. And how you have nothing to loose during these years, while you can also gain knowledge. My article was based on a subjective point of view, that's why I consider the way you think to be really healthy. As long as you're productive in your work and you are pleased about it, that should be enough.