I Am Not Much Breathless These Days But Still Easily Worn-out
It will be one of my last dialysis in the morning because hopefully I will God-willing be scheduled again for tooth extraction a day after my hook-up today. It is because my nurses are putting me in second batch after my tooth extraction for one week.
Anyway I am not breathless anymore these days unlike in the past few years because I am trying to reach my driest weight yet to the point that my eardrums is sucked inwards, that is how I do it for the sake of my lungs not to get filled-up fast because my right lung has a water pocket or what they call Pleural Effusion, it is not good and I am just keeping it in check.
But my body is not the same anymore, I get tired or weary easily but at least I was able to wipe-out most of my joint pain thanks to my own efforts to increase my well-being. What is important for me is not to be in a constant miserable state and feeling bloated and catching my breath even at rest, now it has all improved comparatively.
Again the weather is helping me out because of the perspiration and gives me some more liberty to consume fluids without getting waterlogged fast because I was letting out extra water through my skin and at the same time letting out sodium which makes my blood pressure to go down. My back is always wet so everytime I would go to the bathroom my mother would replace the t-shirt which is placed to capture the moisture in my torso area.
One of my major complaints was my marked weakness, I think it has something to do with my overactive immune system, the one that is causing the chronic fatigue syndrome. There is a separate medical doctor for that and I was thinking if my immune system would get checked or suppressed a bit then I might regain a normal strength. My case is so much complicated that I do not know where to start not and which condition I would like to be treated first and it definitely requires a lot of funding. I am a one man team to help myself so I am just relying on the mercy of God to bless my efforts so that maybe one day I can make my goals into a reality.