I personally believe we don't actually grow up, we just become bigger kids. While we fool ourselves with man made complexities and making it seem like adulthood is this thing exclusively for grown-ups many of the motivations are still childlike and we try to mask them with pretentious actions

I embrace my childlike self and i don't ever want to lose it, having that youthful vigour and ignorance and enjoying the wolrd around you for the magical place it is, is a wonderful mind set to have

Adulthood just seems like too much of a drag lol, seems like a miserable existance