Friends can break your heart too 💔

I had to make a difficult decision to walk away from someone that I have known for a lifetime, to walk away from a friendship I thought would always matter. Truth is no matter how long you think you know someone, you can just become a ghost in their life the very next day. To say the least I am broken up about it, because I was that kind of friend that was always there no matter what, I cared, I was supportive but none of that meant anything to that person.

Only being good enough because of the benefits, the moment I took a step back their loyalty changed towards me. See I was the person that kept on giving only to come too terms with the stone cold truth of being used, it cut like a heated knife through butter. Leaving bitter poison in my heart. It's true that friends can break your heart too and sometimes you have to burn bridges just to create some distance.

Sitting with tears running down my face as if it were raining outside, thinking of all the memories that once warmed my heart. What are you to say when the person treats you like shit tells you they no longer need you, yet still I stayed humble didn't lose my temper. I took the bullet like a soldier by the person holding the gun, feeling my emotions bleed out slowly killing me and you just stood there and watched as I became numb to the world.

Now my heart is left wrapped in caution tape, where do broken hearts go? I guess this is moving on...

"Make as many friends as you can, but don't build your life on them alone. It's an unstable foundation". - Sean Covey