Yes your well being, energy, and emotions are so important. If you are feeling inferior, I would suggest to move on and find something much more full filling with positive emotions always. You can do a ton of different things to help kids. Start learning about other similar opportunities, talk with others in those industries, and test out jobs that you can. You can always also make income in others ways and then put that towards your good causes of helping people you want. That is what I do. I look to make lots of money because I want to help others, not for my benefit. The more I earn the more I can contribute. You are on a great path, keep searching!