Hi @macksby. I don't have much to offer, but because I feel your pain and would very much NOT like to be in the position you are in now, I am resteeming in the hope that someone who can make a difference sees it. I respect your openness about your situation. We are all human and we make mistakes. Shit happens to the best of us.
Good luck and keep us updated!
Thanks @bdmomuae.., that is very human of you, extremely nice.., and very much appreciated!