I know their job isn't an easy one. They have protocols and targets and must make hard decisions. My case is reviewed in a thesis thats written about how UWV sees disease and people. The researcher said that when he took my case (anonymous) to them. They have told him mistakes are made (thats why I know 3 times the same insurance doctor is not okay and thats it is not normal to treat a court order like that). I am angry at the insurance doctor because of the mistakes but I also know he is probably under a lot of pressure. I wish we could make a distinction between real health problems and fake ones for sure.

I wish I was not offended on a personal level. It would have been easier to deal with. But the impact on my life is really big. I have lived for more then a year without money. I didn't need that extra stress :).

At this moment my lawyer is working to tell (I don't unserstand this completely) the judge what was done with the court order. I hope we don't have to go to court again.

My treatment is working, Since december I am able to draw and to write and to read (through filters). So I truly hope I will be able to work again. I had a great job as an teacher for painting and drawing. They want me back when I am ready. How lovely is that?