💧Self-Analysis + Understanding Myself💧

I don’t know if it is the crazy pink full moon we are experiencing right now.

I don’t know if it’s the rainy greyness that has persisted the whole day.

I don’t know if its the junk food I have been eating these last few days.

I don’t know if its the sheer tiredness I had after dancing two nights in a row.

I don’t know if its because I am constantly self-analyzing that it seems like I am always in some sort of emotional process.

Because damn, I am feeling sorry for myself right now.

And whole lot of other emotions.

Sad
Lifeless
Uninspired
Confused
Talentless

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It feels like every time an issue has been solved, another unforeseen one pops up and takes it place.

And it’s so ridiculous because I have so much goodness in my life.

I am blessed in more ways than one.

But right now, it’s like that is inexistent.

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It just somehow feels that no matter what I do, I just can’t seem to get things ‘right’.

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And even though, most of the time, I pride on myself for being so expressive about my emotions and being an intuitive writer.

But even that now just feels empty and spiritless.

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I don’t want you to feel sorry for me.

This is part of being an emotionally in-touch human being and intuitively feeling out what feels right and what feels wrong.

I know by now that this is part of the process and getting my feelings written out is my therapy.

I have to get it out otherwise by carrying it around, it becomes heavier and heavier until it breaks my emotional back.

It’s a part of who I am.

And the only way to move through this is to surrender to how it’s making me feel and to tune into the lessons my psyche is trying to teach.

Life is my journey of introspection, intuition and authenticity.

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BIG love,

Ashley

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