After months of absence I'm finally REALLY back!

Good Morning Dear Steemians!!!!

It's been long time... How have you been ?

I'm doing better now, Appears that I kind of have some dark time the previous months, I've been through some difficile time...
nothing really physical but surely some psychological issues. I can't say for sure what have cause that, but during my frequent auto analysis I believe I found out it wasn't really one event isolated, but divers small, and medium recurrent issues that end up putting me in a depressed state of mind.

Funny thing about depression is that is often really hard for people to understand how does that works, and that there are a whole spectrum in levels of it. Some people think you are just being lazy, while others think you are thinking about killing yourself everyday.

The worse part of being passing through a depression no matter its depths, it is really hard to find someone with you really feel not only comfortable but that you believe it could make some real difference talking to. Some people finds out their best option is to seek for professional help, and it certainly is a very good choice for those who are really deep down this problem, however for me i really do believe that's not the best option at least not at the depth level I feel like I'm on it.

So after gradually isolating my self from the things that I have to do, that I like to do, the people I like to spend time with and even the situations and places that i always use to have a good time. I've decide to (even if it was something difficult to do) to keep in touch to one of my closest friends. I believe I can totally say that right now she is the person who is the closest to understand my problems and feelings towards it.

So because I didn't fully isolated myself I've allowed this friend of mine to hold my hand and swim with me gradually towards the Surface of this whole situation.

so that have been helping not only preventing me to falling deeper but also helping me to regain control over my own life, achievements and goals.

That's was the whole reason behind my recent months of absence of Steemit. But for now and beyond I'm back focusing in my life goals and Objectives. No more deep diving into the the depths of Darkness!

Thank you very much for everything Bruna Faria

Ps: Remember by just clicking in the resteem button you will be giving an amazingly support to great content authors to keep doing his good work. So do not hesitate to resteem or even making a post about a good content you have seen, share it with your Steemit brothers and sisters! ^^

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Thank you for reading my post!

I'm @andyluy a Brazilian jobless college student, freshman at cryptocurrencies who live in Rio de Janeiro, love to make new friends , travel around the world, having adventures and believe that steemit can help me to gather 20,000 $ to realize my life dream to study in Japan!

I intend to post about amazing things I've experienced, and hope soon be able to bring you with me to my new adventures.