Depression
I'm lying in my bed.
Trying to sleep.
I'm breathing so heavy.
Am I fine? Or
Am I dying?
I'm trying not to think but thinking so loudly.
It feels like my head will just blow up.
I was happy whole day.
I make so many people laugh. But
I'm feeling so sad and alone now.
This is how good days end?.
I don't want to feel anything.
I don't want to think anything.
I just want to sleep.
I thought my broken heart has healed already.
Then what kind of pain I'm feeling inside my chest.
Right now, I don't want anything except sleep, permanent or temporary, I'll be oky with anyone of them but just want to sleep.
It hurts when past go through my head.
It kills when feeling of your presence went through my chest. But
Everything has been ended since a long time then my this torture.
Why my all happy days end like this.
It so hurtful.
My brain can't take this damage even for a single second.
I thought you said you can't see me in pain.
I guess you were right, you're not here to watch me in this pain.
I don't know will you gain happiness in your life.
I guess I don't want know this as well.
Amigo mucha fe en Dios, aferrate a él, todo pasará, Dios es nuestro refugio en momentos difíciles, no se si mis palabras te sirvan de algo, pero lo intenté.
Wow @ahmedyasin... what content!
Your feelings are very strong and stand out clearly in your words. I know that sometimes we feel depressed by "not very pleasant" situations in life; where some of them, come right away to depress us even more; but around here, you will find cyber friends willing to help and support you as you can see in @rennyelias' commentary.
I support the idea, that you express what you feel through writing and poetry, is a way to show your particular art.
There is a reason you came to this great Steemit family. We are very varied and you will keep yourself busy in a healthy and profitable way. We let ourselves be consumed by our thoughts in these times of pandemic; but Steemit will help you to distract yourself and look for the positive side to every day.
I wish with all my heart that this is the case for you. Greetings and blessings!
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Thank you so much. Honestly you reply just gave me a potential to write freely what I feel. I guess there are more people who are going through same problems but can't express their feelings. Maybe I can speak from their side too. :)
#supportive #positive #appreciate #help