Hello @heyyou89 is very sad every time somebody we know dies, its even harder when who decided to end with your own life, sometimes we get so overwhelmed that a little issue seems to be the whole world, sadly that was a decision of your bother, the scenary is very sad with your two other sibblings, i hope the moved on with this, your best gift to your brother is to keep him alive by remmembering him with a beautiful scenary