My whole life is messed up, time is just a thing. Though I love making to-do lists, but I don't follow through with anything and I end up making more to-do lists elsewhere. I have some to-dos on Google Keep (whatever that is) and on Trello and in Notepad documents and sometimes even handwritten somewhere.

Lists are good for "What do I need to do right now?" but the next day the list is lost or obsolete same as my sanity. Going to himalaya soon for years of meditation.