This is powerful. I totally can relate to the intensity and torture but excitement that can come with a relationship. In my case, the tumult was due to our lesbian love.
I loved this line:
It’s once in a lifetime
That someone comes along
Who can wreck your whole world
And leave you wanting more
So a unique pain to hold, because in a weird way you wouldn’t trade the chaos.
Unique, but many people have experienced it. We get comfortable in this type of relationship, but the cycle can be broken when we become self aware and learn to love ourselves. I hope you find the long lasting, stable kind of love you and all of us deserve!