일기:::근황

in #kr3 years ago

일단은 취업했다.
바로 지난 월요일부터, 풀타임 노동을 시작했다. 파산 직전이라 이곳 저곳 가리지 않고 이력서를 넣었는데 그중 제일 생각없이 넣은 곳에서 일을 시작하게 됐다. (정확히 내가 무슨 일을 하는 것인지, 면접 볼 때 면접관들의 말을 들으며 이해했다...)

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장점은, 어쨋거나 최저임금보단 훨씬 더 주는 곳이며, 어쨋거나 노동법을 잘 지키는 곳이며, 어쨋거나 원활하게 수행할 수 있는 업무이며, 어쨋거나 썩 괜찮은 사람들과 일한다는 것.

단점은... 재계약 없이 고작 12월 31일까지만 일한다는 것과 9시 출근이라 새벽 4시에 자던 사람이 단시간에 적응하기엔 너무 힘들었다는 것... 등이 있다.
웬만하면 매일매일 글쓰기로 마음 먹었던 게 불과 일주일 여 전인데, 아직은 힘든 업무가 없음에도 불구하고 퇴근 후면 바로 뻗어서 뭘 쓸 수가 없었다.

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지원했던 다른 일들- 관심 있는 업무거나, 이거라면 일로써 어느 정도 잘할 자신이 있다 하는 곳들은 서류 통과도 못하고 떨어지는 바람에 온갖 잡생각이 다 들었다.
인생 헛살았다 대충 살아왔다부터 시작해서 그 뭐 있잖나, 딴짓하지 말고 학교나 열심히 다닐걸, 사진이고 예술이고 나발이고 취업준비나 열심히 할 걸 이런 생각들...

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2년 정도 엉망으로 살다보니 열등감만 커졌다.
인생에 도움도 안되고 쓸모도 없는 건, 지난 몇 년 간 내가 작업해오고 활동해왔던 그런 경험이 아니라 이러한 열등감 자체일텐데 머리로는 이해를 해도 속은 자꾸만 상한다.

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Regarding your comment in disputes channel.

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He received these rewards for free as curation from others not by investing in bidbots.
He has earned quite a lot of freebies just by doing nothing except recycling his old articles by copying and pasting them into Steemit (cross posting) and without adding anything original to the platform.
The fact that he wants to leave this platform just because he lost something that he got for free in the first place is peculiar.
Especially considering that he still keeps getting the same curation.

Hi. I’m sorry that I acted little rude on discord(I was mad like cheetah at that dawn)
but I don’t get it.

Is it wrong to be rewarded for works in the past?
recycling, actually right. ‘some’ of his post are definitely recycling. (recycling, what a great word choice) so what? what is wrong with that?
He is great writer but he couldn’t get any ‘freebies’ by writing on facebook/blog, except ‘likes’. but here, in Steemit, he get paid for what he wrote.
Is it wrong to be rewarded for his past works that have not received any ‘freebies’ before?
the fact that someone wants to leave this platform because there are dictatorship power that judge everything by their own rules!

also he getting curation because he deserves it and everyone would think like this, except bots and non-korean reader. as you said, he didn’t received rewards by investing in bidbots. he received rewards by curation, cuz his works are good and makes steemit better. its more precious.

come on. this anti-copy-pasting-plagiarist-whatever system is gone wrong so many times. and there is so many ppl who not familiar with discord or english. just don’t ignore this point.

The proof of brain idea about Steemit bis about adding value to it by creating something new and unique for the platform.
It is explained here:
https://steemit.com/steemit/@anyx/the-double-spending-problem-on-steemit

He is welcome to cross post his content and earn. Nothing wrong with that but he is likely to be detected by cheetah.
Community should be informed if someone created content solely for Steemit or just copying it from old writings.

He can just simply ignore the cheetah comments.

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