Eh.. I still can't help but feel I've a ways to go as a human being in regards to getting to the core of myself and trying to understand why I react in such ways under certain situations.

I think what I'm most disappointed in myself about is that I was unable to see I was being a dictator and setting the rules in dan's sandbox. I did have the whole hearted intentions of protecting the network but in doing so neglected Dan's rights.. That is what I feel crappiest about.

Then to have him actually switch to no payout posts.. I sort of feel that I sort of failed in all aspects of what I'd initially thought was something mandatory to help protect our network from being exploited.. I just ended up exploiting Dan instead and coming off as a complete clown afterwards. :/