Hell I don't even know how to comment! I mean, I know I want to convey how I too feel this way. I in fact just before reading this scrolled through a thousand interesting pics on my phone hoping to crank out any kind of post not related to crypto, censorship, bitching about bots "botching" but it just didn't happen.
Ideally, I'd offer some encouragement or support but I'm over the self help stuff too, if you need that just go to trending it's all there. You know the good stuff. 🤐
I'm so insignificant here I can turn this rambling mostly incoherent comment into a post with a cat in a hat pic and I'd get the same response if I'd released a blockbuster full length feature film on the blockchain.
So, in conclusion just enjoy your now, if you feel like writing great, if you feel like staring at the ceiling or watching Heman on Netflix also great. I go to Heman and the masters of the universe when I really don't want to feel or think or anything. I definitely enjoy that mood too, the I'm not even concerned with self edification or or anything relevant to my sentience mood that is.
I'm even too apathetic to twerk this into a shitpost now, back to the ceiling...
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I am a nightmare to motivational speakers and people who think they rock at motivating. It's funny thing, if a motivation post does it for me, I probably didn't need the motivation boost to begin with. And when I need one the most, I have not yet met a single motivation text or speaker that could get me out of the bad emotions and lack of enthusiasm swamp that I have let myself sink in to.
They all just seem weirdly happy, too energetic and false to me. I'm just thinking: "Now why the hell someone doesn't point out that happiness and the energy to do stuff is just a bit lie and we are all going to die."
I should make a post about that.
Some day.
My favorite series on Netflix during the Christmas holidays was Narcos. Lots of blood, killing and drugs in it. All the happy things that anyone could ever require for holidays. A really good series.
I guess we just have to be miserable and hope the feeling goes away some day.
Love your words by the way. "Botching" and "twerk this into a shitpost". :)