As I read and re-read this post, your new addiction shines through! And what a beautiful new addiction it is... you, my friend, are addicted to love- the AGAPE sort. You have a joy now about you that draws me in. Your LOVE for our Heavenly Father is incredible - and it's now your focus. Thank you for sharing your story. It's people like you who CAN & DO change dynamics. Through GOD all things are possible, you are proof of that!