Welcome Stephen. I have a similar story, but walking up in jail, with my hands still in cuffs. Apparently I'd blacked out and tried to go home, but tried to get into a door that locked at 11. Campus cop called the real cops and I managed to kick a cop, so that gave me three days to freak out about if I'd ever get out.

But that wasn't enough for me, took a few more years of suffering and trouble to give up drinking. And then something amazing happened. Someone asked me if I was ever happy. That got me thinking, why am I not happy? That led me to Eckhart Tolle, Neale Donald Walsch, and Wayne Dyer. I more recently found Anthony DeMello, Osho and really enjoy Allan Watts.

Abraham-hicks and the Law of Attraction hold a lot of sway in my thinking. I started to see my part in every event in my life, and also began to change my thinking and see real results, and the world became more friendly to me as I became more friendly towards it. Wonderful coincidences started to become more obvious and amazing as I watched my life transform.

Sounds like you are already on a good path, and glad your here on steemit. I know it is the best place I've found since reddit for good discussions. This is better for finding real people.