I only do authentic follows, and you are one of them. I'm so sorry for all of your losses! I lost two sisters to a rare genetic disease when I was a child, so I always feel close to others who know what that kind of loss is.
Really hoping you have a beautiful experience here and see lots of support. It takes courage to share like that from the start. I'm anxious to here more of your story and glean your wisdom--suffering borne with love bears a lot of fruit in a soul.
Love to you, from a new friend. Xx, Kay