holy shit Jessica...that sounds really hard. I think I would fall to pieces. I am practically falling to pieces just reading about it. It's horrible. You sound like a really positive and creative and caring person, and you're definitely a great writer. I bet you'll do awesome here.

God, I just want to cry reading about it all...it's kinda hard for me to cry, but it's getting easier all the time. Luna is so adorable!!! I'm sure she is so happy to be with you =)

Porn is so weird...my girlfriend and I talk about it all the time. We both love to get naked and love people's bodies, and love sex..and there's such a big disconnect growing there for so many people, and the industry around it just feed this strangeness of unreality... I look at porn sometimes, I love reddit GoneWild, it's all free and consensual, just people that want to get naked and share just cause.

Your writing is fantastic =) I'm glad you're here...you're gonna do really well for yourself, I can tell. Thank you for sharing with us Jessica...I love how open you are about whats going on inside your head and heart. I want to hear more ! don't stop

also, I think Steemit is going to be a good community for real sex talk, but it's not quite yet, or I haven't seen many people talking about sex on here yet..but hope to see more

pps I'm resteeming this and dropping some whale tokens on it, it should get you a good start, looking forward to learning more about you and luna