welcome back to Steemit Grace ...........your comeback to Steemit shows you are determined to succeed in life mam and from what you share above I feel there is a spirit of success within you which is why I invite you to our Discord Server called Team Success Steemit -https://discord.gg/c4j7QpM .As for your lost account I saw you had made good rewards.I have 2 solutions for you:

1 . Did you tried to recover your previous account? If no try to find a way to.But if you can't recover it read no 2.

2 . Well the past is past ......forget about your last account and succeed with this one.I wish you the best mam.