Welcome to steemit sir! I hope you will like this communitiy and you will find helpfull friends here.

First of all I am really sorry to hear about all the harsh things life put you throught, especially the eye. I am really glad that you still have a positive outlook after so much bad has happened. Never lose the positive mindset sir! There is still much life to live. I once hear a saying that 'the morning comes, right afther the darkest time of the night'. Maybe, the best time of your life will happen now, after it seems it could not get any worse.