@elrazi, Your dad has his ideals very well defined In addition to having a physical and mental strength to any test.

He struggled to bring his children forward and risked his life for them to bring him the necessary provisions when they were in internal Islam.

When I was 7 years old you weren't stupid but lazy like you alone haha.

I'm telling you because after the pressure you had and crying so much, you made the decision yourself and managed to learn to read the Qur'an.

Whoever wants can, friend, and you did it. I congratulate you.

I say goodbye wishing you have a happy day.