Having fear for marriage is not bad, but being socked in the fear such that you can see of notice the right person when it comes is what is bad. Most people in bad marriages tend to ignore the red flags when they started, thinking it will become green when they're married.
Am glad you know your fears and has modalities to come out of them. Take your time, but it shouldn't be too long because we want to have an in-law soon 😏😁😁

I love your post. Best wishes on the contest dear friend.💕💕❤️