Hi @talktofaith
Everyone should look positively into a new life, a new year. As you said, we should affect our lives positively.
This bad moment is the worst moment in our life. I don't know this feeling, but of course it is very difficult. I wish you patience. I hope all bad memories remain in 2020. and new year becomes the year of new hopes and expectations for you. You made me very happy for participating in the contest. I would like to read your posts apart from the competition :) Good luck