I am so sorry dear about your loss. Being a mother, I can't even think about what you must have gone through. The good thing is that you gathered yourself together and face the world. It's said that no one is in charge of your happiness but you. So we gotta take care of ourselves emotionally and physically. More power to you. <3

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