Hello @tinochka2

@silviadiez and I want to give you lots of encouragement to get through this moment. From what we have read you are an optimistic person and your attitude is very positive, so we encourage you to continue on this path. Anything, help, words or whatever you need, don't hesitate to pass it on, that's what we're here for.

Thanks also to @stef1 for opening this support thread.