Sometimes i feel the same as you but i need to remind myself of what i have versus what a lot of other people don't have.

True, it's too easy to forget this sometimes... "Enjoy what you have, don't be concerned by what you don't" is one of my "Pillars".

Although I don't know if it applies to Peace and Quiet

I am here for you of you want to talk more, remember you have my "other" email address my bro

I found posting it here rather therapeutic. That stupidly long video helped too