Hi @blackstar12, that is very interesting post and I am grateful you gave us a chance to experience what you went through this year. It is sometimes hard when we go alone through hard time alone. Sometimes people may be successful in tehir suicide attempt and the people who knew the person will suffer the whole life asking if there is anything they could have done differently.

I am glad that you have had such supporting and understandable people but also a lot depends on yourself willing to change your life and take everything in your hands. Seeing your picture you are looking beautiful, happy and very confident. It is a great example how we can change our life. Merry Christmas and thanks for participation :)