RE: Dissolving doubts.
Never, ever pointless!
Thank you :) I appreciate that!
The voices inside us often rear their unwelcome heads and there are a myriad reasons, including reasons we sometimes don't like to consider... "what if I'm not worthy of being truly happy, making a living doing something I love?"
You are so right in this. And I wonder often - WHY is it that I feel and/or think this way about myself. Nobody should feel this way, not ever. I suppose that realisation is a positive part in it all... but it still boggles my mind that it managed to worm its way in there to begin with.
I'm so glad you have your own personal sacred spot — for that's pretty much what it is — where you can simply BE. Methinks life in Country Bumpkinland becomes you!
I honestly would not change it for the world - and the more time that passes, the happier I become. There is something so enriching about simplicity. There is space to think and yes... to just "be".
hugs!