I understand your doubt. If you doubt your perfection, then you are growing. And this is the best of all options.
Not every person/artist you admire can be a mentor. Now you are going your own way and looking for yourself, your style, your identity. What you find is yours.
There is one danger in a mentor - the danger of imitation. By learning anything from anyone, you can start following the teacher/guru. You will learn to make beautiful pictures, but it will no longer be you in your pictures, your teacher will be there.
Maybe I'm not expressing my thoughts very clearly, but I think you understand me.
What classically can be judged as a mistake can turn out to be an invaluable find :)
Hmmm the counter point. I'm glad you bring this up because it is definitely the other side of the coin. It's really tough to split the value here. On one hand a teacher or mentor might accelerate your progress in an area but in "their" way. On the other hand you may struggle much more to find solutions to problems but in the end they will be distinctly "your" solutions. Art is after all unique because it is an expression that is very specific to the individual who is making the art. In some ways you might muddy the waters of expression by leaning too hard toward another artists solutions.
I think I would still advocate for mentorship though. Eventually it is not a choice anymore and the things that are made by an artist always end as a direct reflection of that individual's experience and point of view. For better or worse I think we can't help but say what we need to say. That is the power of one's own expression. I believe you when you say there is the danger of imitation but I also believe that one's internal voice will always overpower those limitations... At least I'd like to think so.
I'm glad you've added to the conversation it's something to consider before embarking onto a journey of mastery. The worst case scenario would be that you end up being a cheap copy of a master artist without ever learning how to speak for yourself.
I'm glad you understood my point. Yes, mentoring is definitely useful. But here everything is like in medicine))
Any substance can be medicine and poison. It's all about dose and measure.
A conscious approach will help to avoid mistakes. The main thing in my opinion is not to lose your originality.