Thank God your mother survived my dear, I can relate to your situation but I lost mine.
I was so confused that I didn't believe she was gone.
Confusion can distort and disorganized your mental,so it not good to fall into that state of mind. Best of luck dear
Thank you very much @tripple-e for your reply, thank God I didn't lose her, I don't know what would have become of me.
You're welcome dear. It is well with you