Greilys Reyes you are welcome here on Steemit. That sound cool you heard about this platform 5 years ago, but unfortunately you can't join it due to some reason. Now you have already joined it, so I hope you will enjoy your journey with us.
Dear you said that you are an Environmental Engineer by profession, and that profession selected you, not you selecting it. This happen to many of us in life. What we have to do is to stay cool, and calm, and just focus our work.
Dear if you need any help I can give you my discord you can contact me.