Contest - My Happiness!!!

How are you? Hope so everyone would be safe and sound just like me as I am also safe Alhamdulillah....

Today my topic for discussion is all about My happiness!! and I want to say special thanks to shiftitamanna who have organized such an amazing contest.

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Yes I am happier person but not for everytime and reasons are very simple that life is not a bed of roses at which there is enjoyment for all time and if there are problems and issues in life then these are also just like happiness that they also can't be forever so in short life is a name of ups and down so in accordance to this mood swings also occurs.

I am saying that I am happier because I always want to keep me relaxed even in the situation of any tension but whenever something problem at it happens in my life then I also go into a lot of depression which is one of my negativity in me but I know that this is negative think that's why I always try to seek for something little for everyday that can make me happy.It could be any joke or meeting with my loved ones.

My life and mood swings in my life are all about which are related to my work and my relationships so if both are going well then I am fine and if anyone is unstable then it torture me mentally. If I given example then nowadays I am not living a happy life since 2019 because I complete chaos of my well grown and well developed business while COVID-19 pandemic going on.

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I have started with another business of furniture but still I am not getting any reasonable profit from my business that's why I am struggling day and night for making it stable but sometimes I also feel improvement in it and hopefully within 1 year I would be able to stable it to some extent so these all are the problems that are going on in my life and I can understand that other people would think that this is nothing to go into the depression but I must want to say that the one who have to pass through a particular problem like this, can always understand the pain of losing a business which was well developed and which I made stable with my 10 years effort at least.

I can smile still in these days but I am not mentally satisfied from anything so it is important to note that if you are smiling then it doesn't mean that from heart you are happy because many times for moving in society you also have to pretend something because no one is here to feel your pain and to give you a solution of your problems that's why for interacting with others most of the time I tries to meet with everyone with a smiling face as nothing happened to me but from inside I am not satisfied and I am in a mental depression.

While it doesn't mean that I am doing all that things with my own will because my mind always remains stuck into my business which I have to make stable for living a luxury life just like before at any cost but still I tries to be happy by making good friends from which I can learn good things and I can also share some of my problems but not everything because the things which are secret are really secret for me and no one can approach my secrets and I always try to be happy with my family by planning a mini party in my family once in a month and I also try to remain busy in social media once in a day for some minutes when I feel much exhausted so it gives me a smile when I see different comedy reels so this is all going on currently in my life.

I think this is automatic that weather changes always impact every person and I think no one can claim that any change in weather have no effect at all at their mood so when I talk about summers then I like it because I feel comfortable in summers in everything by the use of air conditioner but in winters I cannot take off my blanket at every place hahaha that's why in winters are made uncomfortable so summer life and winter brings are negative change in my life you can say.

Spring is a season which makes me smile mostly but here all these are seasons not the weather so I like any weather and cloudy weather but I don't like weather in which I feel oil at my body and most it is Autumn season. So in rainy season I feel that this is just my favourite and I also want to enjoy my life and then I plan that when there would be stability in my life then I would also be able to enjoy that weather and I would enjoy my favourite fries 🍟 in rainy weather also so this is my favourite.

When I talk about people in my country then I think there are many people who pretend to be happy but actually they don't remain happy. There are a lot of financial issues in my country but people of my country most of the time feels that they should not show any financial disturbance in their life and that's why they always pretend to be rich but inside they face a lot of financial problems. This is all I have observed what I have seen in my society as I am also a part of society and I also interact with many people daily.

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If I say that 70% of the population is unhappy and 30% of the population is happy then I think this is true according to me because of financial issues because there are many people who have good relations but who don't have money to do for their relations and to meet needs of their families that's why many people remain unhappy due to this and it is all about due to the increase of corruption and costliness about which recently at yesterday I have posted my entry and you can see it from Here

I hope this my entry would be interesting to read for everyone.....