Unexpected Grace In The Midst Of Confusion

There are times when we are filled with anxiety and confusion about what to do, but it turns out that the Lord has already prepared the solution for us.

Let me share with you how I realized that I shouldn't have consumed my energy in finding a way to solve a certain problem. Especially if the problem is out of our control. There is someone who will take care of it if we only know how to ask for his help.

Just like many parents, I don't like distance learning too. My son has just starting to learn his ABC, and I feel like, at the end of the school year it will be me who will answer all of his learning activities. Also, he doesn't listen to me because for him, I'm his mother and not a real teacher.
Neither I want face to face yet, especially that the strength of the virus has worsened, it has now become a variant. I'm really confused, how can my youngest study at this time. At the age of five, his studies can no longer be postponed. If I go for an online class, no one can assist him, especially I'm at work. I have a lot of anxieties then, not until I found a real teacher-tutor for him.

I found out from our neighbor that the good kindergarten teacher known in our area is still accepting a tutorial class. It looks like a real classroom setting because each child must have books with them. And you can opt for 1 year or just for 2 months. I was amazed, she is only accepting five students per class. I contacted her right away, and thanks to God though I was a little late I still got the last sit.

My son is so excited on the first day of the tutorial class. He got his books and notebooks. He has complete subjects for kindergarten. The only thing missing is the uniform.

Because the house where they will be taught is just near us, so we arrived earlier. There are only five of them, and the house is not open to anyone and even the parent is not allowed to enter, so I am confident that the children are just safe.

Since the pandemic, my son is seldom outside to play with kids, so he is very happy today. He has all his time socializing with other children. And as they waited for their teacher, they had fun first on children's song.

I'm happy and at peace now. I can see my son's progress. He learned quickly. His handwriting is now quite in shape too.

There are really things that you don't know the Lord has already prepared for you. Even if you don't understand at first, soon He will let you understand it. So to my fellow parents who are also anxious out there, don't be stressed too much like me. Maybe one day you will also find the solution you've been looking for. God's way is not like ours, so let us learn to wait for his perfect timing.

Thank you so much for visiting my post. I hope you had a happy day like mine. Till then. Keep safe.

Cheers,
@fabio2614