Steemit Engagement Challenge S3:W2 - Write a letter to your five-year-old self, telling him/her what you have learned so far by @sduttaskitchen|| Club75

Dear friends of this community,
I hope you all are safe and taking care of yourselves.

Yesterday while searching the contest posts, I found this riveting subject for the contest preferred by the @steemindiaa community.

Not only me but everyone went through different challenges during their life journey, but we often didn't get time to recall them and realize where we should need to improve and where we should appreciate ourselves.

Because in our regular life, we all are busy maintaining our sustainability.

Though my life is a bit different from many, as I do not have any family and stay alone;
So, often I recall my old days and miss those who left me so early.

Here, according to the subject of the contest, I have to write a letter to myself recalling the last five years;
I started gathering life experiences at the age of 7 or 8, and when I was 12 years, I began to comprehend the reality of life.

Nevertheless, today I am going to write a letter to myself and recapitulate my last five years through this contest.

Dear myself,

Though we talk regularly to each other where nobody can listen to our voice but ourselves;
where we share our tears, smile, and depression. We also experienced the fraud of people together.

2017:-

(My elder sister)

As here, I need to share the last five years; So I am starting from
2017 when on the 26th of January, I lost my brother-in-law, and he leave us at the age of 44;
Though that was not the age of death, he left us forever.

At that time my elder sister and I regularly went to the hospital and saw that he was in the ICU and fighting for his life; at that time there was no one beside us.

When we felt we needed money and no one was going to help us because we lost our parents and no relatives came forward to help us; we decided to sell my father's house for his treatment.

But we couldn't save his life but we became homeless.

Lessons:-

That day I learned to understand how lonely we are and people love to stand beside you if you have a strong wealthy background.

But I didn't give up. I was attached to an NGO and saw several people surviving for food, clothing, and shelter.

Several people I have seen are physically, and mentally handicapped and facing challenges every second.

At that time I realized that life is a tough teacher that takes the real-time examination to taste your patience.

2018-

I started working for world vision India(NGO), before that, I was working for SOS children's village.

I visited several sites where I have seen people living their life on the pavement.

(With sampabiswas and another associate)

When I met @sampabiswas and several others who worked under me, I was the team leader in world vision India. Though my personal life was filled with pain;
But I tried to overcome them to serve those who are in need.

Lesson:-

True relationship can be found anywhere.

2019-

I bought my oppo Reno2(rs. 50,000/2,628 steem) in January and in March due to covid I started working from home.

But in July, I quit the job because my boss tried to defy(oppress) me.

In this world when a girl survives alone everyone thinks that it is easy to get them, but as I mentioned that I started life's struggle at the age of 12 individually so I know how to handle all these people.

Again I dipped into the soup financially.

Lessons:-

I learned from that experience that the choice is always in our hands, whether you need to adjust to your poverty to save your honor or get success through back doors.

2020- 2022-

I went through mental trauma because I stayed in a rented flat(still staying) and my financial condition was dipping day by day.

Then I joined the steemit platform with the help of royalmacro and from then to now still, I am attached to this platform.

In this steemit journey, I got help from others and I also tried to help people but unfortunately, several people backstabbed me;

but a few people like @lother68, @pulook, @piudey, and @sampabiswas (I introduced them on the steemit platform) are still good friends of mine.

Lesson:-

If you walk in the right track you will definitely get a way to overcome the situation.

CONCLUSION

Lifes' is a gamble if you learned to throw the dice, learn to pay the price as well.

The lesson I always try to teach myself and I never regret anything as I believe I may did something wrong with anyone.

But I may unconsciously do something wrong but my conscience knows;
I never do anything wrong that can hurt anyone. I hate liars and love to be clear only in front of the almighty.

I may not have wealth but I feel proud of myself because of my honesty and because of that I wrote a poem a few days back and recalled that"I am affluent by the mind and emotional fool."

(Today, again I invited to join NGO)

These were the experiences that I gathered in the last five years.

I hope you people also relate to my real-time story because we often get common questions in the examination hall. Life is also the same.

Please keep in touch and stay blessed, happy always.

I would like to invite @piudey @sampabiswas and @shohana1 to take part in this contest.
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