Nah! You are not lazy.
Do you know the song 99 Red Balloons by Nena?
You should listen to it.

Ninety-nine dreams I have had
In every one, a red balloon
It's all over, and I'm standin' pretty
In the dust that was a city
If I could find a souvenir
Just to prove the world was here
Then here it is, a red balloon
I think of you and let it go

Just let those tasks float by one by one and tick them off with that red pen! (•ิ‿•ิ)