The reality of life is that we can't be happy always as there's ups and downs in life, indeed you want life to be fair to you as you want to be successful and achieve all your dreams.

Yes the pride of every parents is to see their children in life so as to make them proud and I pray that life grant you your wish.
You are right this generation is full of negativity and your fear is that it doesn't distract your children from their studies.
The phone and social media is enough to distract your children but i pray it doesn't because they have a bright future.

Family is more than enough strength to you as they always support and whenever theu are around you, you are confident and motivated to continue doing your best because they want the best for you.
Once you stop getting angry quickly and start working with your brain then you will become better every day.

Improving yourself and taking care of your family health and yours will definitely make you a better version of yourself.
And oh, most importantly creating a bond with your children will definitely be a huge advantage because they will not hide anything from you.
I will be lying is I say that I didn't enjoy your entry, as a young man i have learn alot in this your post as all your point was very encouraging and valid I really wish you success 🙏 in this challenge sending greetings from this part of the world 🤗