Indeed life is full of ups and downs and we have experience both sides, Die to your explanation you want life to be fair to you as you want to be a fufil person in life.
Falling in life is not good at all because God have a purpose for us that's why he created.
Yes death is not your fear but living a life that pleases God is one thinyki want to achieve in life.

Sorrounding yourself with good people has become one of your strength in life as they always advise and motivate you to keep going in life which is very good to hear.
Trusting the wrong people is very bad as tgeuvwill end up betraying you, hahaha 😅 i think you should take it easy in people's matter because they will use it to muck you tomorrow.

It's said that anything or action you do or take in anger you will end up regretting it, so i will advise you to work on your anger as it will really help you.
Working hard and learning from your misstake will make you a better person.

I really enjoyed reading your entry mam, as it was very educative to me i wish you success in this contest steem on 😍🎊.